Begin the Passage:
You’re floating outside my window
In my minds eye your face in trees
There visiting in ..
I get it, you want attention
(Source of my pain!) a sin, and yet, so pure
I want to be heard!
A song without words
Or sound even
Just harmonics of living
Vibrational energy current of my powerful heart
And yours and ours
So romantic again but not at all, it doesn’t have to be
More like, wanting to be close
For general reasons, innocently
Like family love even
If you don’t attempt great things, well then great things will never happen.
I am an electrical line / wire
A magnetic field of influence
I wish only to heal!
It’s quite literally Yoga to Save the World.
Literal Joy! Embodied.
It’s so fucking easy to enter victorious from the forest of negative emotions.
Looking for something new 👀
The power of “I’d rather not spiral downwards in emotional frequency today”
The power of Love
They tried to stop the golden age with this nonsense, but they cannot. We are feeling great ~
Tell them I support you
Seen and heard and felt
Wanting to be close to C dream
There’s light coming from my eyes
I’ll continue to feel the love for you for now
Perhaps this good warm feeling is the cure
More physical than emotional
I’ll love you even if we don’t kiss or touch or get closer
I love and protect you, appreciate and admire, and bring the warm feeling, being the warm feeling, no matter what
Even when your cold, low vibe, anxious, not nice to me,
I have the warm feeling, I am the warmth
I want you to come be comforted by it
But even if you are not
It is for me to be comforted by 🔥
Personal relations founded on reflected glory, on the need to admire and be admired, prove fleeting and insubstantial
When I start to feel sad she won’t reciprocate, what do I do?
Catch myself and redirect energy. Emotional alchemy. Focus on something fulfilling instead, focus WITHIN
where the kingdom of God is born we know 👐🌀
I want to be closer to you
But idk if you can give me the attention I want
I should probably try to be there as a friend
It might turn out better
Though I have this desire
“You become drained in personal interactions when you’re trying to get from someone what they’re not able to give.”
Don’t try to get what they’re not able the give
I don’t want her attention
In order to get there, still allow love
The love of your own being, pure, unobjective, unconditional, natural loving energy love
And love her too, just at her own pace
And be a friend there instead of wanting and needing.
wanting and needing exist not to be fulfilled by any one human in particular. How is it gonna work for me?
Freedom, wellness, abundant well of shakti
The love that does it all and has no face or name
Shit already here you just ain’t seen it yet
I could feel all my sweet good will for you
It brought me virtue but not happiness
See my angelic nature is love
Love is my angelic nature
I choose to love anyway
I am a warrior
Am I being drained by this?
Watch the quality of “love” involved
Something not capable of being drained
Is love found within
Positive regard for all beings is related but not the love I’m talking about
This love is about the unity with God
The way I love her, I don’t have to reveal anything about myself
She didn’t ask for it
I don’t even really need to know her details, but I pick up her signature
And sure it’s imperfect
But I love it anyway
And my love is silent
Silent until she asks me to speak
Don’t be upset today baby please
I’m here to nurture you
The nurturing love can exist no matter the weather;
Be so free baby, be so free please, for me.
Well and loving and easy ~-
Loving her so much but not having the pain of it
Can you even imagine
Do you remember another version of this hologram where we were in the ancient past with colossal and glorious technological architecture
We were us but in a different setting
Yes, still us
Despite the different appearances
And even faces
Still we met
There and here
Because it’s natural harmony
And no matter how much distortion they put into this machine the same baseline organic truth remains
And will be revealed more, and new, every single moment and day..
I just love it, I’m excited , elated
I have already met the girl who makes me feel this way and it’s a conglomerate of a few angels and mainly my own self,
I took the angel seat and loved my personal human like a different one
So I could really love and not be at all doubtful or critical
What can be doubted and critiqued is thoughts, not her, lovely beautiful innocent soul expression. 💗
Yes I genuinely love her, mystic, and I’ll stick with, it
Remember only this and I’m Golden💛⭐️👑🌟⚜️🏆🔑🔱
Expand forever in divine grace 🌟 please 💛
Oh dear, oh gracious me,
I hold this understanding like the holy grail
And it didn’t stop emotional pain from arising, but the wisdom and energy will transmute pain
Transmute all pain for our gracious daughter of God
Heart electric vibration even overwhelms
Bursts the still surface and screams
And I twist my face and make a fist and yell, and feel everything erupting through my body and out my head
The shakti, the chi, whatever this divine invisible firewater is, I see it without seeing it now and I am elated
Blessed and grateful, and everything at once.
Not waiting for a thing, sitting home and playing in the mighty fountain. Smirking at passersby who don’t realize where we actually are..
I hope I never forget
Even though I know I must remind myself everyday, for being around all these people full of misunderstanding, where I put myself to bring light, can also make you forget!
You forget and remind yourself again
But it’s more about feeling than thinking
Become at home in your true heart substance. Grand and mighty and glowing lion substance of her soul light
I’m saying, it’s real baby, believe me
And she doesn’t believe me and it’s ok.
I want to be liked but never primarily –
Primarily I want to exist in my true essence and be aware of the love of God inside
I’m happy without sex
I’m happy with love and joy and nature and poetry and trees and animals and family and .. my car and my weed
She danced herself into a diamond
dancing all by herself and not minding
Doing things as she dreamed it